23.14

As the night darken the streets

I walk slowly underneath the trees

Knowing you are miles away

But so close to me inside my heart

Listening to songs that reminds me of you

Mimicking as I hear the words being sung

Words that I want you to hear

But it’s too late for them being said

You absence feels sharp as a blade

Killing me every minute that you’re not here

I don’t know what feels worse

That you don’t know of my sorrow

Or that you know but don’t care

As the sky lightens up by the sun

I find my way back home

Wondering if you slept alright tonight

Alone or with someone by your side

And if so I wonder if she feels the same as I do about you

If she makes you happy

There’s no point in asking me the same

Because happy is what I would have been with you…